the little voices in my mind

Bittersweet day, but more sweet :)

Today was a pretty good day for me, despite the one little detail that I found out.

I’ve learned two things today:

1. Don’t give up; be patient and the “perfect” one will come knocking on your door. :)

2. There are just immature two-faced people that you cannot change. You don’t even have to deal with them anyway. :)

True friends aren’t backstabbers or talk behind your back; if there’s something that’s bothering them, they’ll tell you straight up in your face. :)

Gentle Awakening

There are so many things in life that you have to do, even if it’s something you don’t want to do, especially when it comes to relationships.

To love someone is to wish for their happiness, even if it doesn’t include you in their life.

It took me a really long time to realize the true meaning of this quote. Back then, I had a weak grasp around this idea, but now I understand and I’ve accepted this quote into my life. Recently, there’s been lots of ups and downs in my love life, and I was ignorant to the truth that was right in front of me. But because of the latest “down” that I just faced, I learned that I can’t be wasting someone’s precious time that they could be using to do something more important or get to know someone else. And I can’t be wasting my time either, for ever day that I waste is another day that I have to wait to meet the one that is meant for me, the “perfect” match. Of course, no one out there is “perfect”; a happy ending won’t just be given to you in this world. You have to work for it. You have to earn it: companionship, trust, commitment, understanding, patience. If you work hard for this, God will reward you with the greatest gift of love. Don’t get me wrong, I’m not talking about the worldly definition of love, I mean God’s definition of love. His unconditional love. Every day a lot of us strive to be like him, but why don’t we ever succeed? Because we are human; we can never be like Him. However, as for me, no matter how hard it is, I think I should strive to be ALMOST like him.

God, please help me and guide me. Amen.

PROM2012

Best night ever! :)<3

After tonight, based on your body language, I know you will start regretting eventually. But you know what? After what I saw and your body language, there is never going to be a second chance for you :) Oh, and thanks for boosting my confidence and self esteem :)

Prom

I’m actually still scared of going to prom. There are going to be things there that I don’t want to see… God, please give me the strength to hold my head up high and face the horrid truth that I will face this weekend. Amen.

Happy Birthday, TNTT La Vang<3

May 12, 2012 is the best night of my senior year hands down. I’m so proud of my new “home”. :) Back then I was homesick, but now I feel completely at home. I love you so much TNTT La Vang. Everyone from the little Au Nhi Kids to the Huynh Truongs, you made my life complete. I’m so proud of our performance tonight; all our hard work has finally paid off. I swear, I have met all of my life-long friends here at La Vang. Honestly, I don’t remember having so much fun, despite all the stress that everyone was under preparing for the performance. In fact, tonight is the funnest day of my senior year as well. My senior year had TONS of ups and downs and I never had a time to actually relax and have fun. I thought I would never be able to turn my senior year around, but TNTTLV, you made it possible and made my senior year one of the greatest years of my life.

I have grown so attached to TNTTLV; I would never trade this 200+ family for any other family. Always&Forever, TNTTLV<3

I’ve never felt so lonely in my life.